My mother-in-law obediently took her mattress and spread it in that room to sleep there.

The room could hardly accommodate one person. So, my Father-in-law ordered my mother-in-law, to sleep in the tiny space, which they used as a store room in the house. But the space for women was still too limited. My Father-in-law decided that all the men would sleep in two large rooms and all the women and children would sleep in the other two smaller rooms. At night, with so many guests in the house, there was a bit of a problem in the sleeping arrangements, due to lack of space. We settled in the festive atmosphere of the house and the day passed quickly. My mother-in-law toshi bhala, was a kind lady. I usually kept myself at a distance from him, as he never spoke to me - except when needed.

He was a short tempered man and all of us were scared of him. More than that, he was heavily built and had a huge mustache. He is a very conservative and strict man. Ashok bhalla, was the (corporator)of the village. My in-law’s house, was full of relatives and their families. In February 2017, the wedding of my sister-in-law was fixed. My husband’s family resides in a village called, pritampur, in Ludhiana of punjab. Our lives went on normally, until a rather shameful incident occurred recently. But since he is a decent man, I did not mind this. That is because, neither does he have the proper sized apparatus, nor does he have the stamina as a husband, to keep me happy. Though at least once a week, I do satisfy his husbandly needs, I get quite frustrated during those times. He is short, thin and very timid in nature. That is because, unfortunately, my husband is a physically weak man. Though I have two children with him, yet somehow, my private relations with my husband is not so fulfilling.

My husband is a nice man and takes good care of my children and myself. I reside with my husband aman and our two children, at Delhi in India.

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